yenyin__

2012-02-09T07:45:00.000-08:00

好吧，我承认

总是喜欢拖着拖着.....才更新部落格

刚去了朋友的部落格，留下脚印后

发觉，一年真的过去了

当时害怕上大学的我，也随着时间的逝世

现在已经在HELP读了将近一个月

她说得对：在inti的日子是幸福的

我承认

在那一年里我是幸福的

我无需担心交通问题

我无需害怕一个人的时候

身边总会有一些为我解决问题，为我而努力的人

19岁了

真的长大了

也不再是那个爸妈手心下的宝贝

很多事情不能再依靠别人

要自己去争取，要自己面对

有时候遇到挫折也只能自己解决

不能像从前放学后

就在车上对着妈妈说一堆在学校喜欢，讨厌的事物

有的时候

上线并不是不想说话

而是发现无人可倾诉

你告诉我

我长大了，要学会照顾自己

你不能时时刻刻待在我身边照顾我

你不能随时听我诉苦

真的，我要学会照顾自己

但你说，我们都是对方的精神支柱

我承认

我没怀疑过这句话

感情是不是要经历一些困境才会长久?

那这一次算不算?

不希望感情变动，真的不希望

其实总是希望他们能记得我的生日

注重我的生日一点点我也满足了

但

总是盼不到

算了

你们的一首belated birthday song我真的收到了=)

我的生命

总是有人来去匆匆

也有人为了我停下脚步

我承认

我那有时令我讨厌，但总是会不舍得，很令我很挂念的家；

恨不得一夜之间白头，能永远一起的他

遇到挫折，不开心，最想听到笑声也最怀念我们中学一起的他们

那四个让我在inti轰轰烈烈度过的他们

是我最想珍惜

最不想分开的

我能说的，就这些

2012-01-01T09:14:00.000-08:00

我只能说

在新年前夕睁开眼的那一刻

原来一切都不是想象中的那么完美

那是一种我根本负荷不了的痛

很多事情就是这样

你越不想它发生，它就发生得越快

New year eve,

去了一趟马六甲

是临时出发，不想呆在家，心真的负荷不了

一路上，眼泪都很不听话地想要出来

真的

眼泪很不听话地要只要有一点感触的情况下

就会留出来

什么时候开始我变得那么懦弱？

什么时候开始我不会为不对的事情而反抗?

什么时候开始我连自己的心情都控制不了？

到那里都已经两点多了

享受了那里的Chicken rice ball

一直在控制自己的情绪

不想把今天的旅程给搞砸

只是眼泪真的很不听话

为什么我总是那么让人担心？

为什么我不要去争辩？为什么！！

吃完午餐后就去了Pahlawan

不知为什么

事情发生后就很想到那些水族馆啊，动物园之类的地方去玩

虽然没去真正的水族馆

但我去了Coral Wonderland Melacca =)

珊瑚很美，Nemo很可爱，像石头的鱼很特别，

唯一最讨厌的是：水族馆有蛇的咩???? ==

真的，我真的享受在其中

在那一个小时，我真的不去想

其实现在主要的还是不懂该怎么面对，不懂该再怎么面对你

你骂我做错了，就要改

你骂我为什么能做到这样！！

你骂我，你也质疑了些事

原本一切都很顺利

只是现在这样，我真的不懂该怎么面对

我想争辩，我想说我能保证

只是，话到嘴边，说不出

眼泪快要把眼睛给淹没了

幸好我带的是眼镜，不想真的很明显

晚上去了 Jonker street

抒情的音乐又把我的情绪给带走

我不想的，真的不想

New Year，真的不应该是这样过

2012，1月1日

心情却不能提起

被骂，被讲，被讯的时刻没有停止过

只是听了他的建议

收拾心情

去跑个步，嗯，心情现在好了点

庆幸的是：有他在我身边帮我擦干眼泪 =)

朋友，伙伴，不是我不想回你们的信息，不是我不想告诉你们

只是我真的不知该怎么说

我连争辩的力气都没有

真的说不出口

抱歉 =)

我想成为一个很厉害的人

让这个世界因为有了我，而变得有点不一样！！！！

真的

我的新年愿望就是

我不想再让人对我失望了

我真的很努力在改变

在创造

在打拼

我会说服你

我会让你知道

我在努力!!!!!!!!

The Road not Taken

2011-12-07T07:05:00.001-08:00

This poem can absolutely,exactly ,100% telling you what's my feeling now..

*Two roads diverged in a yellow wood

and sorry i could not travel both*

Hell yea..I couldn't travel more than one of them..I have to make a choice, a RIGHT choice, a road that can make me feel no regret !!I look for all the pathway for the course but still didn't come out an answer..There is no perfect course as what i want!

*Then took the other, as just as fair

and having perhaps the better claim

because it was grassy and wanted wear*

Hell true!i don't feel like study those course that you can find anyone at the every corner of the street..i prefer those course that is challenging but things doesn't go as what i want it to be..I'm afraid i couldn't be a successful person in the future.. HELL i know..i know i have to step forward first before all those problem come before..but ~~i just can't get through it~~!

*Two roads diverged in a wood,and I,

I took the one less traveled by,

and that has made all the difference*

It is very easy to let life ~~DOUBT~~ you..I hope some time in the future, I can be telling this story without regret.. I shouldn't think what's gonna happen in the future as every step that can make a huge difference..I hope i can CLEAR my mind now and make a RIGHT decision !!!!!!!!

My class

2011-11-18T23:28:00.001-08:00

Hey everyone, I'm back!!!

Though of updating my blog straight after my final on This Monday as the feeling of graduation still strong yet
but was too enjoying my holiday..haha =D

Hmm..what i want to write later is about my life in INTI
Most probably i won't stay in INTI anymore in the coming year
so I just want to NOTE down the days with u guys

MY　CLASS

yeah she's the one..the girl I know during my first day of class in INTI

ELVINA　♥

she's nice..she's innocent..she's cheerful =)

we always spend our time together after class ( i mean last sem)

i did join Frisbee with her last time

but due to my busy-ness, i quit and she's enjoying and is attracted to frisbee game

she can spend her whole day playing frisbee instead of studying

as i said,she is cheerful

i was wondering did she worry about her homework,her studies?it seems not

but who knows..perhaps she was trying very hard in her room?

she will die without her Iphone i think..haha

I'm not being sarcastic here..

I was just telling the truth..

but seriously, her iphone had lot of contribution..

she took and edited alot of picha of frisbee game and they are so nice

Undeniable,all kind of emotion will appear on her face when she hates someone and she admitted that

Anyway,she's always my best classmates

_____________________________________________________________

actually, my class is full of talented person

They are :

Nunchaku girl- Eugene Liew

a girl that was so helpful and her mind is full of all kind of fancies-event-ideas and so on

she likes to help the others, end up she didn't do her work

anyway she's good ♥

Hasvinder

this one i got no comment as u know he's my ex-classmate and schoolmate and now coursemate

Top 5 of competition for Mr INTI -Hosea Wong

Until now i still don't know his REAL name..haha

EPIC FAIL

he's a nice friend as well

Carmen Hee

she looks gorgeous with her long hair actually although there are so many negative news about her last time

with her short hair now???hmm i got no much comment

and i think she had turned into a better person now

(I'm neutral in my class, so i will now hate anyone..wakakak )

he is quite messy sometimes ><

he used to wake up late,with his unadorned t-shirt,short pants and tattered flip-flop to attend the class

unquestionable,he is talented

especially in Maths subject..Norrrr those numberssssssss

he always got the highest in Maths and account and he didn't study very hard

everyone is impressed by his talent..wow

he's the most favorite students for all the lecturers

i mean 'FAVORITE' haha

Andy chin chun Quan

all i know about him is her gf- Michelle Michelle Michelle

and everyone always know her,even all the lecturers

he used to put his gf picture as his laptop wallpaper

I remember that one day lecturer borrowed his laptop for lectur

Ended up......... errrr u know what i'm talking about right..haha

he's english educated..he taught me alot of things as well

David Timothy

his uniqueness is his special beard and his name

undeniable,a talented future lawyer because he was born with a law book

( i mean his family are all lawyers)

Tay Yong Chiat

a good students

he always listen to the class and did all the homeworks

However,he can't speak fluent in english

Chong Yet Yin

she's known because of her big face and the difference btw the weight last time and now

Besides that,she's full of confidence always

her english is so fluent and her grammar is flawless

her confident is brought from her family

she don't like to study hard but she got a very good results

she even got 100% marks in Law paper last time

Lam Joe Ann

her laugh is like a sword,stuck into peeps' mind and will never be washed away

she likes to make jokes in the class and entertain everyone

Eddy Goh

Undeniable,he is good..a very good guy

he is willing to teach you homework without any complaint and gumble

he's knowledgeable and he is willing to share it out

Rena Shalome

she can meet her bf everytime every break

(I was wondering his bf no need study one arrr..hmmmmm)

but she is a good students as well

and she is very friendly =)

Teh Chun Deng-the guy

he and his gf always i love you i miss you in facebook

couldn't stand their sweetness..errrrrggghhhh hahah

Jason Cheah
the girl beside him is not his gulfriend but his mum
look damn young right
and he told us his mum is very pretty =)
and his result is flying from last sem to now

Joker in my class- Cheong wan Yi
joker here doesn't mean she likes to make joke but with her innocent thinking she can make everyone laugh
She's the most innocent girl in our classs..pure..ha..
the way she talks is just like a 4 years old girl

Lim Chew Yi
she's quite friendly also..
But Once she hates someone,ah har~~ the person gonna die..
that person will never stop sketching his ears as she will keep grumbling
I'm not talking bad about her here
I'm just telling u guys what an ordinary person will do when they hate someone..ha

Ayu..the girl infront the photo
she's pretty and gorgeous

________________________________________________
Life in INTI gonna end..gonna miss the time i spend there throughout this year
i always get distracted during the class
I was trying my best to concentrate in the class
but sometimes i just can't get what lecturers were talking about
I'm quite weak in answering some question although i studied very hard the day before
i just can't get to answer in the way lecturers wanted
My dad always say that is due to the frequent SMS-es and boy-related distraction
but i did study very hard in INTI and you will never understand

Our accounting lecturer,Ms Shamala will always ended up her lecture with loads of words of wisdoms

......

this post is too long and i think i should stop it here..ha
bye

中秋晚会

2011-09-15T06:34:00.000-07:00

听着胡夏的‘那些年’

突然心血来潮地想写部落格

这首歌真的越听越有感觉

尤其是钢琴版

第一次没在家度过中秋节虽然往年的中秋都一样普通

但这一次

却是跟下乡人一起度过

中秋节撮汤圆吃?很奇怪的搭配对吧

没办法，团员想搓汤圆啊

不是我有偏见的关系哦

团康做的汤圆真的比较好吃

巧克力汤圆也比较又味道呢 =)

虽然跟历届的关系还好

但大家一起搓汤圆的感觉也不错

玩的玩，认真的很认真

十四届才那五个人== 其他人都不懂去了哪里

团康组员就只有我们两个><

没关系，团康精神就是：去到哪里都能adopt那里的环境

所以我们两个也乐在其中=)

但还是想跟你们一起过啊

结束后，我们两个就去跟人家借灯笼

真的很久没提灯笼了

那是我们第一年的中秋节

答应了对方以后都要一起过

♥

喜欢你在我身边的感觉

那感觉让我很安心

老了我还是会欠招到底
别奢望我会改过自新
欺负你是我人生最大乐趣
只有在你面前我才这么捣蛋调皮

♥

不能太依赖你，怕有一天你不在我身边

我会不知所措

想念以前的团康
想念你
想念那知心朋友
想念以前读书的生活
想念我那班疯狂的朋友
不像现在这样
忙忙碌碌地
只要一停下
就会跟不上

p/s：心累的话，就休息下吧。人生不该只有负面。
当你停下时，可能会发生些意想不到的事=)

Awwww~ ♥

2011-08-28T23:04:00.000-07:00

Yeah was having an enjoyable day last Friday

Long time didn't go for outing with them

they are the people who brighten my days during my secondary school

♥

I didn't actually get to join them in the KTM due to my class finished at 1pm

and they when at around 11am

i decided to go there alone as i don't mind

but thx to one of my friend who waited for me for more than 1 hour alone

appreciate it a lot =)

Went for snowflake

and it's so delicious

♥

Though of going back by lay's Estima from Nilai

but due to her family problem

8 of us got to go back by Taxi

Never mind

as long as we are together

♥

U are still my lovely friend♥

2011-08-27T09:46:00.000-07:00

Alright..I think I have to comment on what u had did..

Talking bad about people is not that good..Not good at all

It stabs people heart

But.....

Our friendship is getting closer since Form4

And since that, a lot of things was happened because of u

I'm not blaming u for everything

because you are one of those stand beside me when i got problem

but everything seems related to u

you are a nice-pretty-gorgeous girl last time

i will not give a damn on what u had did even though u hurt my friend's true feeling

But now

all of us is in University

will not meet all the day as last time

or having random party or gathering or gossip period

sitting together in the class

laughing all the time

especially when teacher is not around

and the whole class were starring at us and hoping that we can get out from the class

(awww those are the BEST EVER moment for me)

We can only meet whenever there is a weekends

but not everyone will be around

We DID call u out for every outing

We HOPE you can join us

but you are the spoilsports

calling you out and you said u need transport

or u can't make it

or u will say there is tons of homework to finish up or any other excuse

and in the end we couldn't get u transport

and u couldn't go for outing with us

then u will say that we didn't call u out

and u will blame us

tell the other people that u felt leave out,we ignore you

you are just so ~~MERCURIAL!~~

went out with them to watch movie at the middle of the night seems not a problem for u

but whenever you went out with us

u will say u got to get back home before 11pm or 12am

Aint that just extremely contradictory???

that's our problem or ur problem?

you are still the same

all of us are trying to treat u as good as we can

call u out for every outing

but whenever the result is in the other way

you will complain us to the others

and was our fault in the end

Arggg~~~I DON'T GET WHAT SHE WANTS!!

Fine~ we will still call u out whatever you want or not

because you are still our friends

ONE OF THE GANG

I should be more tolerate

Every person in this HOLY planet earth will have their own way to live

Anyway, you are still my lovely friend

you are still that pretty for me

sincerely

Between, I'm having my one week holiday

HOORAY!!!

p/s: is improving in my capturing skill =D

那晚。。。。

2011-08-24T04:43:00.000-07:00

我只想把我那美好的回忆写下来

好让我能永远记得你们

我不知道十三届的团康到底是怎么样的相爱
我只知道的是，十四届的团康，在我人生美好回忆里占了一大部分

♥

筹备了那么久，那天终于来临了

筹备过程当中，我们都是兴奋的

再次想了种种的办法要把我们的情人-组长骗得团团转
(还记得我们过过情人节吗?)

♥

加上八仙的帮忙，完美的计划挟着一丁点的瑕疵(本来是将近完美的)

把组长骗到我家去 =P
她那单纯可爱的思想看了真逗人喜欢=)

知道壮尧要来后，跟我那特帅的gor gor (陈德宝) 在开完八仙的会议就开始讨论应该要怎样进行了

很多想法的他真的让我佩服

什么古灵精怪的东西都想得出，连美美的团康全家福都想到=D

跟他相处了那么久真的让我受益不浅 =)
天枰座浪漫典型的他所说的惊喜都是让我大开眼界

当时就想到应该要骗组长说壮尧没来，就在当下call了他

感动的是，在我们还没说什么之前，

他说：你听听看，听到吗?我一面听团康的歌一面做功课 =)

当下就可以很确定的，我们那眼睛小到迷人的壮尧又回来了

这一次的计划可说是成功了一半！！

在那个星期，不仅要忙八仙的事情，在忙团康的事情，做礼物给天使，还要陪他，读书，考试，我可是真的忙到整个人憔悴掉

但本小姐可是乐在其中，完全一点抱怨都没有
那是因为我在做着我喜欢的事情啊，除了那惹人厌的project

只是把所有心思都放进团康里了
八仙的事情也没什么理，抱歉 =)

我们那幽默，总爱斗我们笑的嘉诚在星期二就回来学校了

搭了整天巴士很累的他被我跟德宝拉着去Giant买东西。

整个下午都还没吃东西的他看得出很饿=D

到了那我们第一件事就是洗照片

把我们那可爱edited的照片拿去洗(credit to jimmy tan~)

有了嘉诚的笑话，整个气氛都不一样，大家都在说傻话=D

他也带了他那20年的红酒来给我们，超有纪念价值的，可惜的是最后没喝到~
团康里，没有计较，只有分享

♥

期待的那一天终于到了

就由我告诉组长团康午餐时间，被我探到组长在MPH，立刻叫嘉诚别让壮尧去到那里

不然真的是破功

一上完课的我迫不及待的立刻到目的地

跟嘉诚，壮尧在角落plan到底要怎样引开组长的注意力

当壮尧一出现在组长的面前时，组长用她那高分贝的声音吓得整个食堂的人都看过来

害我们都不好意思了 =D

当时还在继续骗组长，还没告诉她我们的计划

壮尧也一直要骗他他要转回来INTI，TheOne 不是人读

死德宝又一直假假搞emo，嘉诚又问一堆为什么他会出现的东西，真的骗到组长了=D
她那吓到的心情久久不能平复下来
而我们却是乐在其中

很巧的是，我们四个组员都穿了粉红色的衣服。真的很巧

只剩下一个小时的时间，吩咐组长在一个小时内就要把行李收拾好，不然不能跟我们一起走，也没告诉她到底去哪里

完全不知情的她就傻傻地被我们牵着走

还是在骗她说壮尧没跟我们去celebration，他还是信!这组长真是的 =D

yeah!!终于到了我家，计划在一到我家后就悄悄地开始了

搬完东西下车后，我爸就带我们到明天celebration的地点去看看。那里的海边真的很美 =)

然后回来后我就驾了我那新车载他们到附近去拜拜

之后我们就去喝椰水。是难喝到~

由榴莲是跟椰子放在一起的，所以椰水都有那个味道了><

然后又回到我家。到我家后大家又在悄悄地进行任务，悄悄地引开组长的注意力

可爱的组长又自恋了=D

然后到种花环节。嘉诚又展现他那可爱的是连拍了=)是跟了团康后就那么会posing吗?还是你深藏不露?哈。其实大家在那时候都已经累了，除了组长

然后就冲凉，晚餐时间
晚餐时间也能乐在其中=D我们五个在一起，就好像一起吃团圆饭
那种感觉很幸福
有你们真好=)
你们让我不再像以前那样，伤心时只会一个人躲起来
你们让我觉得我是幸福的 =)

吃饱后又偷偷准备下一个环节咯-搓汤圆
这死德宝，真的是什么都会，连搓汤圆粉都会
这个组长，吩咐她帮我们把巧克力切成块，但却一直在偷吃，还把汤圆放在鼻子旁拍照><
这个壮尧，拍了不懂多少次十连拍，pose都是一样的，应该好好跟嘉诚学 =D
这个嘉诚，超古灵精怪，大家都佩服他的十连拍

汤圆终于煮好了，好吃，真的很好吃=)

我们都是第一次吃里面有巧克力的汤圆，谢啦陈德宝=)

在鱼池旁拍照，突如其来的烟花都感动了我们的情人

只是天不做美，在玩到一半时就要下雨了

是天使在告诉我们时间不够，应该要进行下一个环节了?

善后后，又开始偷偷进行任务
本来说要于我们的情人一起看鬼戏，
由于怕她又展现她那高分贝的声音，算了
本来想说一起看Tangled，但算了，因为背后的故事，她不愿意看
骗她说去拿她买给我们的睡衣，一起穿
但其实是想让她看见下一个惊喜-许愿树
我最记得的就是她看了娃娃后，一直抱着娃娃，不让我们把她身边抢走
还说：我爱我的组员，我要我的组员
虽然听了很geli,可是我们的心是甜的
然后我们四个就忙着弄好许愿树的东西
她?自寻其乐+监督咯，这就是她

♥

计划又在偷偷进行中
由我骗组长去睡觉，那三个男的就开始换装
组长谁到一半，他们就突然穿着formal来我房间，把组长吓傻
在想：当时她会不会觉得自己在发梦?

那美好的一天，就在凌晨三点结束了

♥

别以为就这样结束了，我们已经计划好第二天一起煮早餐
看见组长满满幸福的样子真让我们满足

♥

你们，总是让我有不一样的生活，总是让我觉得有你们真好

我不知道明年后我们还会不会聚在一起

我不知道以后会发生什么事

但我知道的是，我把你们的名字都刻在心上了

十四届的团康

美好的回忆还会继续延续下去

♥

Hate people doubt me !

2011-08-13T06:04:00.000-07:00

I hate people doubt me !!!!!

当自己的努力被怀疑时，感觉本来就不好
自己努力亲自做出来的东西，却要被怀疑是抄的
自己默默的帮了人，却还要被人说我根本没在做

我不知道我最近到底在做什么
总是有那么多不顺心的事发生
看见几个朋友被感情折磨到那样，我却帮不上
还要被功课烦
还要被老师质疑
还要被几个很烦的同学问东问西
功课上有困难也不知该问谁
不像以前那样，身边有一堆很好的朋友教我功课
朋友们，想念你们了

算了吧
不想再想那么多，再想下去只会让自己更惨
把功课做好吧
一切都会没事的 =)

很抱歉，让你担心了
其实真的不想让你担心
不想你觉得你没在我身边我就不能好好照顾自己
真的抱歉><

I'm okay -马嘉轩

天终于亮了吧　背对背的沙发

时针分针和秒针都不说话

我们选择沉默　泪在胃里酸化

还有伤悲但不挣扎

哦　昨夜雨很大　我们没吵架

哦　沉默如刀狠狠划下

就算了吧　就算我先说　不爱啦

就算了吧　你要我先说　放弃吧

泪挺我　不掉落

退到自己最陌生的角落

剩下一丝逞强在假洒脱

现在我　有什么　不Okay

天早就亮了吧　寂寞的双人桌

时针分针秒针还是不说话

自己选择沉默　就当我是哑巴

怕一开口伤太赤裸

哦　昨夜雨没下　我们没吵架

只是伤口还没结痂

我和你　的爱情　连续剧　的结局

那甜蜜　总属于　男主角的你

我终于　也认清　原来你　早写好了续集

还是你　的爱情　我已经　没参与

那甜蜜　总属于　男主角的你

她靠近　我离去　随便你　随便你

算了吧　就算我先说　不爱啦

就算了吧　你要我先说　放弃吧

泪掉落　不难过

退到你拥抱围成的角落

你走后是一片天空海阔

现在我　没什么　I'm Okay

I'm Okay

You are the one reason i find a way to smile ♥

颜贝纹♥

2011-07-22T23:58:00.000-07:00

小姐，不知为什么，看着你写的东西，听着你blog里面的歌，心里突然有种莫名的伤感。你说的没错，我们之所以会认识是因为‘他’，因为一段我遇到的坎坷的爱情，一段令我对爱情失去所有信心的爱情。你还记得我们是怎样，在哪里开始我们的对话的吗？我记得的是我们是坐在4a8外面的课室外，我忘了是我突然做你旁边还是你突然来安慰我，但那是我记忆里对你的开始。之后，我们就有在电话里聊天。我记得我们还越聊越起劲，越聊越投契，你给了很多我很好的意见，可能你也经历了很多吧。我们越来越发现有很多的共同点。我不开心的时候，你总会让我发泄，让我对着你骂。你不开心的时候，你也会对着我叹气，对着我诉苦。有时电话里都是静静的，不知道该用什么方式安慰对方，但听着对方的呼吸声，知道对方还在电话里头，那样就足够了，完全不需要多的语言=)

我也不确定为什么我看了你的东西后心里有种莫名的伤感。可能是因为我不想因为爱情，而失去了你。你对我来说也重要。有时候看见你受委屈，我都很想保护你，只是距离的关系。也总觉得，但你需要我的时候我不在，给不到肩膀你靠，给不到你最好的安慰。你最近因为某些事情，心情又开始低落了。你知道吗，看见你写关于你的他的时候，我都会想：是不是因为有时我很忙，有时忙到没接你电话，你在伤心着，只是我不知道。你总是会让身边的人都觉得你很坚强，其实你也是跟我一样，喜欢让身边的人都觉得自己没事

我真的不想因为爱情而失去了你这个知己。我们会那么投契可能因为我们都是单身。但现在我有了他，我们还能像以前一样吗？你说希望我能好好享受我的幸福，但我还是不希望你放我走，我还是希望我有什么困难的时候，找的不只是他，也是你。

我不希望只是我能分享我跟他的快乐，我也希望你能找到你的幸福啊。说真的，有时会不愿在你面前多说他的事情，原因是因为我不想我们有个隔膜，我不想我当下是开心的，而你听了可能会想起他。我喜欢看见开心的你啊，我喜欢听着你的笑声，我喜欢你对着我害怕的样子=)

傻婆，我会记得你说的话的^^

想说希望你和他可以像你姐与他男友一样，

就算在遥远的·距离，

还是不被距离打到，

这一次你不可以那么轻易放弃哦，

不管怎样都要坚持到最后

♥

还有，我想说件事，我已经开始忙了，又要开始那种一直test,一直quiz,一直有assignments的日子了。你的生日要到了，我很怕送不到你礼物。但记得，像你说的那样，我的心还是有你的=)

♥

2011-07-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

It's time to update it since I'm waiting for my dad coming to fetch me

我也不知该从哪里说起
但我想提起的是_你

早在一个星期前约好了星期三一起出去
怎么知道下乡突然有那么多的活动
很久没跟团康一起出去了，星期二也因为把电话都关静音，没听到他们打电话来
错失了跟他们一起到芙蓉吃海鲜的机会 (大约有三年没吃了因为家里有人要戒口)
只是，约好了。没办法，只好退掉他们咯
有点不好意思 ><

我们大约两点出发吧。很多地方都去过了，所以这次到midvalley
只是吃完晚餐后我们就被stuck在那里了
没地方去= =
他又很像老人一样，shopping了整天(也不算整天)就脚酸了
喂，你不认老都不能了呢^^可能太久没打球了吧

一看就知道不是我的眼镜。但，还是超酷的。还真是第一次看着他带黑眼镜驾车=)

第一次坐车到Midvalley ,他也第一次驾车到Midvalley,

全都是那宝贝‘GPS’ 的功劳才能让我们到目的地

不然还真会迷路呢。谢啦=)

♥

第一件事当然是买票啦。原本是说看HArry Potter,怎么知道太前了

只好看Transfomer 3,Dark of the moon咯。反正我说过这一次你想看什么戏我都陪你=)

原来是真的，那些有追的人都说这一次的故事还好，他也一样

而我这种没追的人就觉得不错看..Autobots 超酷的
只是，冷气也太冷了吧。从电影院里出来后咳个不停。
已经两个星期了，咳嗽还不会好== Lame

在还没看戏前我们两个去了High Tea
别误会，不是真的starbuck那种high tea
只是两个人，吃着我介绍他的cream puff,豆浆，油条，粥
不要觉得这些都很普通，其实真的都蛮好吃的
简单的High Tea，我和你，已经可以很满足了=)

别看简单，真的还不错吃=)

♥

看完戏都很迟了，当然是晚餐时间了

就去到 Hong Kong Kim Gary

我还真的是第一次去。都说了，跟你在一起真的会肥死呢。
可是，你跟我在一起，肥的几率也很高下。哈哈

然后就回去Nilai Sing K 咯
平时还没遇到那么多人，当天好像被很多人发现到，只是我们都没发觉
最奇怪的是每次都被瑜梅撞个正着><

重头戏不是这些，而是他的惊喜
是猜到他要为我准备些东西，只是完全没想到是这个
他竟然自己做了一束花给我！！花从头到尾到是他一手做的
没想到的是，他这个霸道的人，这个看起来不细心的人，这个看起来不会做手工的人
竟然为了我去学做花！当时真的是感动到完全说不出话来
每一朵花的花瓣都是‘LOVE’的形状

♥

真的，我真的觉得我超幸福的 ^^

喂，想对你说
我不管我们以后会怎样。我珍惜现在。真的=)
从我真真受伤后我对爱情就失去了信心
即使当时我再谈恋爱，也一直在怕东怕西，想东想西
可是，因为你，因为你让我觉得我现在真的很幸福
不管我做什么都好，都有人在旁边支持我，给我很多很好的意见
我多么不开心，多么烦恼都好，你都会默默的陪我身边，你也不会说太多，只会静静地陪着我，喜欢这样的感觉=)
对爱情本来没有安全感，可是你给了我不一样的安全感
你让我觉得很安心，你也会常常陪着我读书^^
我说过，我下一段恋情一定是最后一个
我希望你就是我的最后一个 ^^
考试加油哦 =)

♥

十四届

2011-07-15T22:30:00.000-07:00

我也不清楚这一切是喜还是悲
应该开心它让我有更多的时间做功课?
还是应该心伤我没想象中的那样?

在一切之前我都是告诉自己不管最后怎样我都会欣然接受
但现在
我真的不知该给什么反应
当他告诉我十五届只剩下他一个在走
我也很想陪着他走下去
但
不可能..

心中突然在想，十四届就这样过去了
十五届名单也出炉了
那，十四届之前的感情还会一直维持下去吗?
说真的
在我一直犹豫该不该报名的时候，虽然我在担心课业
但心中却是不舍得它的
我伤心我不是十五届的原因可能就是我不想跟它失去联系
我不想就这样结束了在这家庭里的生息
我不想我们之间的友谊就这样结束了
可能你们会说，只是不是团员或是筹委而已嘛，反正大家都还在学校啊
但你们要知道，距离是会慢慢变大的
最终不舍得的还是你们

不管怎样
加油吧伙伴=) 我还是支持你的..
TRY YOU BEST AND DO THE BEST !!!!
=)

Samsung Galaxy S 2 ♥

2011-06-28T06:48:00.000-07:00

It seems like everyone is discussing about this phone..
No doubt..
IT IS NICE!!!!!

All in one ♥

2011-06-28T04:43:00.000-07:00

Let me update my blog with full of energy and imagination on how I'm gonna plan my sentences

WELL, undeniable, my holiday suppose to be 18days, but i'm only can stay at home for 8days..the other 10days i have to be in INTI for the preparation for CSC..
No choice what, I'm the one who choice to join CSC my own and i should willing to sacrifice for it..
I'm not grumbling here.. Perhapssss i just miss my home so much and hope to spend more time for my family..
It's been a long time i didn't wake up late and sleeppp peacefully the whole night

Alright people, I'm going back to inti on tomorrow for some SECRETLY- MISSION ACTION and that's the end for my holidays..
something unexpected is going to happen on tomorrow i think..
Will not be around in pd for 2 weekssss
awww....definitely i'm going to miss my bed, my pillow, my family, my home-made food

p/s: love it when we have section practice for the dance !!

Thought i got chance to visit Chung during this AWESOMENESS holidays
But too bad, whenever the 4 of us r free to visit her, she wont' be free and going for physiotherapy

Girl..Get well soon..WE are always here for u whenever u need us

All sorts of fancies filled my mind when i know u were involved in the accident and

were the most serious one

Lucky u r getting better now and no more crying

anyway

v are still always here for you ♥

_______________________________________________________________________________

低谷是人生的一部分，

接受它，进而去享受它

人生的历程就像是唱一首歌，

一直唱高调，

是会累坏嗓子的。

————————————————————————————————————————

还真是第一次，除了我妈，第一次喝人家煲的汤

还是我妈会常煲的汤，有家的味道=)

那始终无法形容的感觉一直徘徊在我心里

说不出的感动，说不出的话

一种其实带有点害怕的心情

说真的，我不知道我在害怕什么，在担心什么

我想，我始终对自己的那份信心还是不够

————————————————————————————

Between, unexpectedly Nilai got such nice-romantic place

Spaghetti are nice

The candle are just so romantic

Environment made people feel warm =)

But got to depends on who i was going with =D

__________________________________________

Food Bazaar in Chung Hwa PD is just so awesome too

Each of us was tired like hell, busy like hell

non-stop preparing for all the food

non-stop peddling

non-stop walking here walking there and get customer

But sorry, i didn't help in peddle as I'm not used to it =P

There is still some of them were not in the picture

These Popsicle (冰棒) are nice..there is more than 5 different taste of popsicle

_____________________________________________________

Alright people

i don't know what to update here already..

That's the end i think

see ya =)

人生

2011-06-28T02:09:00.001-07:00

我总以为，

安静地做好自己的事就不会招惹不必要的麻烦。

可是很多时候，你不去招惹别人，

别人也会欺负到你头上。

以为忍让就能让事情过去
，
可是别人就会以为你好欺负。

记得，不要当一个烂好人，

当你觉得受到委屈的时候要勇敢地说“不”！

别让自己懦弱，也别一味地退让，

要学会反击。

一日游♥

2011-06-17T06:35:00.000-07:00

haha finally completed my first sem..

it's a long sem and was suffering at the middle of the sem

Finally,It's COMPLETED！！

But I'm not as excited as Elvina la..she was dancing in the class once the exam is finished ! LOL

Perhaps was thinking there is 3 1500words assignments waiting for me to complete it and CSC is around the corner

Holiday doesn't mean a real holiday for me as I'm forced to come back to inti as usual on next monday because of some stuff ~

Anyway,was having an AWESOME night last night..

昨晚跟朋友九点到1U..

去了一间叫“笼的传人” 的店吃东西

说真的，那里的东西还不错吃，拉面很好吃=)

只是服务有点不好罢了。可能是太多人的关系吧

听说这间店还蛮出名的，午餐时间还要等好久

但真的，对我来说服务真的有点差虽然东西是好吃

超好笑的跟他一直在complain =D

在看戏之前跟朋友去了game场玩一下

就玩那种找出两张图片不一样的地方，是越玩越起劲，也越来越有默契

之后他就去玩麻将。超好笑的，他表情超多的..哈哈

可是也很厉害下，好像一直赢的是他，也几炫耀一下=P

去看KUNG FU Panda2 咯

今天很真是很不顺利，什么事情都变到很慢

搞得我们超pekcek的

去看电影，进去也要等了个十五分钟才有荧幕

还要广告到超久，可是值得啦..两个有点问题的人一直在自己讲自己爽，哈哈

Panda超cute的 ~~~~

之后就去了 i-city

我终于去了这个地方!真的很美

那里的灯光真的好美

超兴奋的到那里的时候。当然不能告诉他我很兴奋，等下他又很多意见，很烦=P 哈哈

也不懂他到底几时学到我的自恋，突然变得自恋起来了..

两个还超善良，一起喂蚊子..哈哈
其实想拍照的，只是不知为什么不想
下次一定拉着你陪我一直拍..哈哈

总之，一日游不错嘛

有好吃的东西吃，又可爱的卡通电影，还有美丽的夜景

可说是很完美一下 =)

p/s：大家都说可能距离不是个问题，但觉得怎样都还是个问题。所以，保持现状就好了吧。可能大家踏出一步时事情却会变得不一样。就，让时间慢慢证明吧,霸道的人 =P

SAM-HOLIDAY-

2011-06-12T01:58:00.000-07:00

我真的很想update blog的..真的真的很想

只是不懂该分享些什么

Exam?3 more to go and i will complete my first-sem for this Suffering Adolescents Matriculation (SAM)

and go for 2 weeks HOLIDAY！！！　

Two weeks time i have to complete 3 1500 words essay

so no holiday for me as well><

Between, definitely i will fulfill my holiday beside doing homework =P

总之，想说的是，最近我有莫名幸福的感觉．．哈哈

别误会．．我还是单身

下次再好好的 update blog 吧

p/s:颜贝纹，别说我没想你噢..我得空都有想到你的叻..只怕你没时间想我吧了因为你有太多人需要关心了..不用紧..我觉得有很多人更需要我们的安慰..就好像一前一段时间我超忙，不然就是安慰别人而忽略了你..只要我们心里有对方就好了..对吧 =)

加油哦你..要开课了 =) 而我要放假了。。哈哈哈 =P

想说

2011-06-04T09:49:00.000-07:00

奇怪奇怪奇怪!!!
为什么所有的事情都变得那么奇怪!!!
正常点好吗==
不管我看多少次都好，我都是觉得超奇怪的
要晕了
这世界怎么一直在变..越变越奇怪

很多事情，我想说，我想发泄，我想表达
只是不知从何开始
写进blog里?文字代表不了一切

酸甜苦辣，我都想向人分享..只是知心朋友不是一直在身边
我的知心朋友也要照顾别人当他们是知心朋友的人
世界就是那么复杂
兜兜转转
到最后可能是你的，也可能不是你的
开心的心情想分享，但却不知从何说起
伤心的心情想诉苦，但却不想人家听了,看了教我应该要怎么做
水瓶座就是这样，虽然有时我是静的，虽然有时我不说话
虽然有时我真的超emo
但这一切都不代表我不知道自己在做什么
很多时候我都知道自己到底做错什么事，所以我的愧疚心比一班的人强

想说，我伤心时只需有个聆听者，有个人静静的陪在我身旁
想说，我开心时真的很想告诉全世界，让所有人都跟我一样开心
想说，家里怎么这样，每次都要为了同样的东西吵得天翻地覆，你们可能不知道，虽然起因不是我，但我却是最痛苦的那一个，不要再为了这事超了好吗?不想我们的感情在各自长大后就变得不好
想说，那天的故事就好像城市传奇，真的很开心，谢谢你给了我那么开心的一天=)我可是开心了整个星期呢..朋友都认为我傻了怎么心情突然变得那么好^^
想说，小领袖激励营真的一年比一年成功，都是因为有一班很好的工委..其实真的很想到主席，但知道自己根本没有那个机会，因为被注意到时已经不是中学生..但算了，我还是会支持他
想说，是你让我对营再次有那种热诚..也是你们让我再次喜欢上camp的感觉..现在的我开心找回当初的热诚
想说，我真的很期待下乡的那一天..超期待的..团康组真的超棒的..筹委们都超可爱的..跟他们一起真的能笑整天呢^^
想说，考试要到了..尽我的能力把它考好吧..我可以的..记得，有个人一直在为你加油=)
想说，会一直想到你就快要离开了..不知以后的我们会怎样..但我珍惜现在=)
想说，看到你跟她一起时我真的吓到了，呆在荧幕前好久，不敢相信，应该说没人相信..真的觉得好奇怪..事情好奇怪..说真的我不是怕你会甩掉我的朋友，而是我怕她会甩掉你，因为知道你的故事..而且她之前还很爱她之前的男朋友，突然跟你一起，这事情发生得太快了，但还是希望你们幸福真的=) 希望你们幸福

Domino's PIZZA ♥

2011-05-27T03:53:00.000-07:00

MR YEE!!! The best lecturer ever..
Keep his promise that will treat us PIZZA and he did not break the word !
12 Domino's pizza with Chicken wings..
Total RM250!!

AWESOMEEEEE =)

Well cannot be deny that he is strict sometimes..
He told us that when he was marking our test or quiz paper
It will kill all his brain cells!
" YOURS ANSWER WERE TERRIBLE !!"
And he said sometimes after went through few papers,he will just put all the test paper beside so that it wont spoil his weekends
He even will get frustrated when we don't understand what he was teaching and yet,he still will persist in telling us patiently although we know that he couldn't stand how stupid we are anymore

Sometimes when our lecture comes to talk about the incomes,he will camplain that his salary was not that high and asked us better don't tell the others
BUT
Not all the lecturers are willing to take out their money and treat their students such a big amount of meal..

" Alright people,will waiting for Hosea, WeiVvy and David to bring up the pizza,come,follow me to wash hand first !" hahah =D

All of us were looked rapturously when the pizza guy (this was the way he called the boy when he thought he was missing) called Mr Yee
Were not in the mood to study anymore and were keep waiting and waiting
Thought the pizza guy went to Nilai college =D

" Alright people,let's has a game ! When u guys answer wrong the question,1 pizza will be send to the lecturer's room "
But end up he didn't do so although we were answer the wrong answer

THANK YOU MR YEE !!
You are the best lecturer EVER!
Keep the teacher's day present properly and remember all of US =)
I will study hard !

加油=)

2011-05-24T09:46:00.000-07:00

My friend said : blog is just like an aquarium
We just gotta keep feeding it everyday..
Once we stop,the fishes die
And when the fishes die,we won't have any motives to write it anymore..
Absolutely agree !! I stopped for a couple of weeks, and now
my mind BLANK !!
Literally BLANK !!

一个人喜欢一首歌是因为歌词在描述自己
最近都找不到一首适合自己的歌
没有一首歌能让我觉得好听..我不是听歌达人吗?怎么最近好像失水准了
好像也没故事好在这里分享，很想让它变得‘生气’些
但真的不知该些什么

小领袖激励营?像贝说的一样，真的觉得很失败
自己又在学院，什么忙都帮不上。看见她为了此事烦得连书都读不进
真的很想帮她分担，但什么都做不了
这星期天就是了。星期六还有培训营，工委的感情根本就联络得不够
怎么样去合作办好它呢?? ><
大家都没心了，你我一样。真的觉得很失败
贝：抱歉，人不在pd。。帮不了你。我们本来都答应说要做好这次的营，不让任何人看扁我们，可是现在，我们却比想象中的失败，大家都在忙，根本没时间去弄好它，贝，很抱歉，帮不上你。。

Inti的下乡团?我们团康最近都各忙各的。说真的，开始想你们了
还有转校的那个：你好像失去消息了厚，你到底会回来陪我们一起下乡吗?
想起当初捣蛋的我们最爱就是欺负组长 =) 每次都被我们骗得团团转
这样的日子还会有吗?很想再跟你们一起练舞

自己也被下乡团的人选中了当我们某个event的MC
还是英文的
说真的，我真的有点怕。我没当过MC，说然我知道他一定会罩着我
但我还是会紧张啊。算了，我不应该想这些有的没的
每个人都会有第一次啊。努力努力
我可是要读law的，怎么可以那么容易就feel depressed ~~
不能那么不争气！

想对你说的话：

贝纹：虽然我帮不了你很多，但我心灵上确实但是着它的
我们说过要把它搞好，虽然这次可能没有90分
但我们也能做到70分啊=)
只要我们不放弃就好了，不管当天会怎样，我们都尽量解决吧=)
我们可是一伙的呢~知心们有就是这样当的=)

玮琪：我不知道你会不会看到这个post，但我知道你应该不会看到
但我还是想说，谢谢你
谢谢你那天在我最困难的时候救了我
真的开始想你了。你人到底在哪里?我不想我们的感情变淡，真的
很想到会以前的我们，那个一起疯疯癫癫的我们，无时无刻都一起的我们
真的很想跟你是好姐妹，你人在那里???

注：这位可是我的朋友呢..她超美的..深深被她的照片吸引了=)

K：

我知道现在你可能一时接受不来，但没办法，那已经是事实了

我帮不到你，只能静静的陪在你身边，陪你散散步，尽量让你不去想

对!其实你应该接受事实

原本不想让你面对真实，不想让你受伤

但现在我再也不能这样了

她没想象中的爱你!!!真的。我从以前就发现到了

不要再为了她伤了自己的心

你能找到更好的!!她不值得你的爱。她要走就让她走

你已经做了你能为她付出的事情，不要再后悔了

放她走吧~这样你可能会开心些=)

别忘你，你身边有知己，还有个一直在默默等待你的人呢(虽然我知道你对她的感觉还没那么深，慢慢来吧)

S：你一直投诉说我的blog没写到你，现在我想说

Action speaks louder than word

2011-05-13T23:00:00.000-07:00

I'm so envy those people who got JPA ><
I missed out a lot of chance and even didn't go for JPA to get a little chance
The feelings is getting stronger when i saw Adrian got his JPA which offers him to go to UK for LAW
T.T
As what Waizun said: should listen to mama that hard work can prove everything !
Actually,it's not necessary for me to grumble anything now..WE can't change the pass..
What we can do is just LOOKING FORWARD
But sometimes we just can't do that..
WE hope to be as excellent as the others , but we didn't try as hard as we can
JUST standing there and grumble around which doesn't help u a lot !
It's just a wste of your time !
Is trying to change myself now
Should change my point of view !
Sometimes I will just give up like that without working hard for it
每次就只会讲
U should know,ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORD
幸运之神几时才会在我身上呢?

Secret stay secret ♥

2011-05-12T03:47:00.000-07:00

Was having a crazy night last Saturday..
What I'm going to write here doesn't relate to Mother's Day..
But is about a RANDOM plan ! ha
By the way, the present for Mother's Day was perfume
DIOR's perfume!! it cost 5 of us a huge amount of money because few weeks ago was my dad's birthday
and we gave him POLO shirt ..OMG!
However,of cause we are willing to pay without grumbling although we did for a second
because they are our PARENTS！

NOTE: No matter what we do,no matter how hard we study,how clever or how great we are in our academic, don't forget to get our parents' blessing. Their blessing is much more meaningful than gold or luxury stuff.They will always be your side no matter how wrong u are and they are always the person who will stand by with you..So
I LOVE MY FAMILY =)

♥

By the way, basically what i want to write in this post is about Vicky and Adrian

Yea i received message from Vicky and he said he coming my house with the others at night

Due to he went out dinner with family so i thought he was not coming

But he and Adrian was outside my house at 12am

WOW！ that was just so random and as what Adrian said: we are just so love this kind of randomness!! hha

They are as crazy as a bedbug..LOL

Although i was under the thumb of my overbearing parents,but lucky they didn't scold for that although there is only 2 guys..

We were chit-chating from 12am until 4am in my room ..

The feeling was AWESOMEEE ♥ haha

Our agreement is SECRETＳＴＡＹ SECRET !! hahah

No doubt..they are my awesome friends ! hahaha

Going for breakfast at 7am this Saturday with them and the others which i didn't meet for a long time..

It's going to be a awesome weekends again =)

Remember: spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

The idol !

2011-04-20T03:22:00.000-07:00

(Cant think a sentence to start my post ==)

Alright,went ICE ROOM with bei wen last Saturday after she finished her MUET and i pick her up at school..

Went there with full of joys,n talked about the progress of the camp..

It's seem like we are not able to demand for 2days 1 night camp as the safety there is unknown

All the principals from different school is doubting on our ability to take good care of the child..

This is life..full of intersecting challenges and thoughts..

Between,both of us were sharing all of our food,n even drinks =)

Last night was the 'THE IDOL' competition in my school

and Ding Dang is HERE!!!

wow..her live was awesome!

but it's too bad i couldn't get to buy neither the fans ticket nor VIP ticket..

even there is VVIP tickets !!

thought of becoming a helper but it's too late, it's full and even spare a bit more for me to be a helper

Fine..choose to sit at the normal seat and just listen to her voice..

Actually i not those people who very crazy to those idol..

Didn't go for autograph and take picture with her also..

But i did shout a lot when was Ding Dang's turn ! haha

Between,about the Champion for the individual competition

The girl,Celist Chow is quite awesome

She sang 'zombie' for her second challenge and it was just so AMAZING!!!

She deserves a standing ovation! It's beyond my expectation when she was singing this song..

i am always get disappointed with my sucks result..

whenever i didn't study well,my result will drop ==

Anyway,i will not give up !! =)

4份心，一份感动♥

2011-04-15T06:47:00.000-07:00

Alright people..will be using Chinese words to type this post instead of English..
My Chinese getting worse i think..ha
Sorry for those who don't understand chinese..hehe
need a translator?call me up =P

一切的感动都发生在一天之前。但这份感动的主人不是我，是我的下乡团的组长=)

她喜欢人家叫他美女组长，但其实她是属于可爱派的
她有点罗嗦，比我妈更惨，但其实我们都喜欢这份罗嗦感
她觉得她很古灵精怪，每次都想要偏我们，但其实她自己每次都被我们骗到团团转 =P
她看起来傻傻的，但其实她很关心我们每一个人
她给人家的感觉是开朗的，但其实只要她一不开心，就会把自己与世外隔绝
他给人家的感觉是蹦蹦跳跳的，但其实跳起舞来还真不赖哦=P

我们四个，在她的0407那一天还没完的时候已经开始说要进行我们的计划了
组长，我们可是只用了一个星期来计划哦~你的用了多久?哈
还记得特别集训前一天我们有开会吗?那时候已经有在小讨论一下了~

到了星期二，我们四个终于到齐的讨论我们的计划了
原本大家都想把属于你的浪漫放在山上，但没有想象中的那么简单
那个地方有山猪，而且随时可能会有蛇出没~ (最讨厌这种动物><)
也因为这种，大家把山上野餐，骗你上去的诡计都取消了
绞尽脑汁的想地点，最后只能在inti里租bbq的场，但原来还不赖哦..哈

为了制造只属于你的转属4月14号情人节
我们去向别人借了人家的车，我们去了AO 组BBQ场，我一放学他们就直接载我去
我们去了tesco,大家就好像小孩子那样，看到什么就东，还说了很多没经过到脑的傻话=P
然后大家就分散去找我们的‘宝物’，大家都开始学习怎样买东西，怎样选食物，怎样用特定的价钱去买我们的材料=)还真是不赖的经验
之后就为了要有盐跟胡椒粉，特地去了MCD买了四支雪糕，为了筷子，去了sushi King 吃了一餐，在那里大概3个小时把你的情人节花做好，还用了那里的tissue ~

组长，别生气我们没约你，别生气我们让你emo了一天半，还因此没吃东西，因为这一切都是为了要让你过一个难忘的情人节=)

她还真的是被我们骗到团团转，连TOP4 都好像看穿我们的计划的时候她却在担心爬山时会不会下雨，被我们骗要穿长裤包鞋=P调皮的我们总是喜欢看她被我们骗=P
我们的惊喜真的是有点吓到她了，把她搞得说不出话来
心情极复杂又感动，一直用骂我们的方式来表达她真正的感觉=)

大家都很忙。少了一个团员的照片。他也很忙

我们的感动可是慢慢来的呢！
骗她到树叶上写字

其实我们都在后面准备要送她花

情人节之花 “含苞待放玫瑰” =) 在看到花的那一瞬间，她整个人都吓到了呢

看着我们送的花，不敢相信一切都是真的=)

原本说想去爬山，但山上看星星但由于路真的太黑了也很危险

所以我们知道了一半，而且我们一直在话中有话=P

之后就去了Dataran Nilai 进行我们下一个感动的环节

我们几个都很有默契的知道对方在想什么，都很有默契的引开她的注意力 =)

我们下一个感动，放孔明灯=)

虽然知道是不好的，但为了让你有个特别的情人节，我们不管了..哈

之后我们就去了游乐场玩。但照片不在我手上，下次在update =)

第一次为了一个人那么的精心准备这份感动=)
不管有没有下次，这次的感动已成为了我们团康组最浪漫的情人节 =)

她说她的 0407 Lame掉了，想向我们报仇
来吧，我们可是不会怕你的 =)

团康世界=)

2011-04-09T08:56:00.000-07:00

Alright people..i am getting like the activity i involved in inti..
I mean one of the camp i attend..
Apparently they seem so strict,requires a lot from us also..
Whenever there's an assemble for training,all the girls need to pin up their hair
the discipline will check our nails so tat v wont break the rules..
alright i know it will be very weird,very nerd for a college students
I don't it also ! and i thought to quit..but at last i didn't because of my group member n my lovely leader =)

There's a story between me n them

7 of April will be the most memorable day for me in this year
all because or her (my leader)
her humor is low and she's very easy to trust the others,especially us..haha
she like to cal us 宝宝whenever she texts us..
she asked us to call 美女组长instead of her name and v do follow..ha
i will never forget the surprise she gave us on tat day
It's so touch..there's no word to describe my feeling on tat time
my tears was rolling out from my eyes when she asked us to open our eyes and there's a bday cake in front of us..
She did 1 small castle for each of us although her handwork.....haha

By the word,photo will tell u everything on tat day =)

Life

2011-04-02T10:07:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time i din update my blog

time passing..people had changed..Life is getting tougher..

i feel that im at the edge of dying..

my course is so freaking busy,so freaking pack..

though can enjoy those college's life but it seems not..

forcing me to quit one of the camp ==

i'm just so envy those people can speck spontaneous in English

their English is just so IMPECCABLE!!

=SPM=
urm basically i got 8A's out of 10 for my spm..
2 B+ for my physics and Chinese..
alright between my gang i got the least A's la but i felt satisfied
and im happy for it =)
One of my friend got a prodigious achievement : 10 A+ n he even get the prodigious achievement in co-co
WOW!!! he deserved a standing ovation n all the teachers were happy for him
n the most,his parents~
the week,saturday v went back to school for the anugerah thing n v went back to our 5A10 classroom
ALL the memories were streaming my mind..
Went through a lot of tough time in d class..
from the moment i hate it so much until i ♥ it so much now =)

5A10 ♥

Our dear monitor for d 2 years =)

and we always felt happy when BIO class cancel ~

Those moment r jz so MEMORABLE !!

i look weird ~

Between a lot of things had been changed

people..stuff..life..

some people are connected..some are going to give up on something..

some are just remain in the way they are..

Ostensibly they are nothing,they are fine,but sometimes there is so many worries

or they are having a crush on someone..who knows =)

People though v are just best friend so v r close

who knows u like me now ( i used one month to believe what u said)

it's so impossible when u were telling me about this..

never though it will happen on me ==

Lucky i wont feel awkward when we went out for gathering although some of them may know about this secret..

YEA it's still a secret..so better dont tell anyone 1st

Now would be an injudicious moment to tell everyone about it..

By the way,we are still friends..close friend =)

Never take someone for granted..Hold every person close to your heart because you might wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting the stones ♥

But some of them r just like a forlorn child sitting on the street corner

They cant get understand from their parents..

and theirs parents are just so not being understanding in what their children want actly

It's so hurt when i saw him throwing out all his sadness to me

he is forbidden to go for college just because of his parents want him get the most cheapest pathway instead of giving him the money to go for pre-U

NEVER meet this kind of parents before ==

and he is forbidden to require an elucidation ..wth

By the way,i will persist in doing my best in my academic =)

p/s: for myself: there is sure a lot of barriers for you to break..don't ever lost ur confident..JUST DO YOUR BEST..everything will be fine..

♥ A smooth sea never made a skillful sailor =)

MARVELLOUS♥

2011-03-18T20:49:00.000-07:00

These are the picture v used DSLR to capture it
Lucky i dressed quite fashionable
Otherwise i will look like AUNT in the picture
Will spoil all the picture ..LOL

The ocean in Blue Lagoon is so clear
LOVE he over-lapping wave =)

My ♥ chain by my LOVELY mum =)

AWESOME Buddy ♥

SMILING is da best way to fight through harsh moments in life.

I'm just a normal girl..trying to fit the place in this HOLY planet earth..I dunwan to be famous..I dun want to be extraordinary..I just wanna be the normal girl that

♥Love My Family

♥Hope My Buddy are all around me

♥Like Some challenges stuff

♥ Love to go out with Buddies with full of laughter

♥ Hope can meet someone really wont hurt me so badly again

♥ Like to listen to those forgotten Melody

♥ Hope i won't always got mood swings

♥ Lastly,wanna change myself into absolutely marvellous ! =D

Smile =)

2011-03-17T21:36:00.000-07:00

Had an awesome day with adrian,vicky and kim seng =)

Were modelling at the beach =)

Were barefoot n walking around the beach =)

Were hesitate whether want the uncle help us take poto or not

Were trying to ask one uncle who holding a DSLR and seem so profesional helped us to take photo

Were playing around the sand with full of joys =D

Were trying to find some nice screen along the beach

Were discussing which function is better to capture photo

Were trying to make evening bcome were taking photo at the nitez

Were having fun until we saw the sunset

Were laughing at each other for their so call 'COOL' pose =D

Were trying to make fun of vicky who kept messaging n smiling when replying HER message =D

Whenever i meet my ♥ PD GANG

The feeling were so great !!

I do not deny that they really give quite a lot of awesome sweet memory to me =)

It's memorable!! Cross a lot barriers with u guys

Yea seriously

We should treasure every moment we have with our special someone =)

It's PRECIOUS !! REALLY REALLY PRECIOUS!

And u guys are mine special someone =)

Not only the 3 guys in the picture,but few more ~~

And yet , go listen Even Angels BY Fantasia

It's nice song =)

Whenever i feel stressful,all i want is just have a stroll in a quiet beach in the evening
Look at the sunset
Listen to those old forgotten molody
And memory will come streaming my mind
And YES ,is just happiness =)

♥

2011-03-17T06:41:00.000-07:00

原本是真的很想update blog 的
但真的是太累
没力叻 ~
所以以后再说吧=)

Went Genting with my ♥ family ~

2011-03-14T09:05:00.000-07:00

Long time didn't go genting with family dy..
I still remember when i was form4 or 5 always go genting with family..
Go for what? SLEEP！！！haha
cause my dad got lots of genting point..so v can get free room~ =)

Was went genting with family last Saturday
And for the very first time i went genting and took around 200 piece of photo
Walau ><
Most of the picture only got my face and I was wondering how come i can took such lot picture
quite respect myself LOL
Self-praising..hahaha

Went buffet with family..the total price around rm300
The price had increased perhaps due to holidays ~
Actually went buffet is not worth for my family expect my brother n elder sis
cause they like to eat sushi but for the others dont really like
my mum?Don't really like every type of sushi also but she still will eat some which consider as nice for her..ha

IT's time to shopping after buffet !! =)
But as you know,genting got nothing to buy what..
Brother went PADINI and bought two t-shirt
Me?got nothin to buy since what i wanted to buy is so expensive..ha
Saw 1 dress in one shop
and the Dress is so AWESOMEEEE~~
Hope i can own it..Golden colour dress
So gorgeous..so noble

♥ HOPE I CAN OWN SUCH A GORGEOUS DRESS IN ONE DAY =)

P/s : my friend said i look like one of the Hong kong actress..Pang's friend said i look like superstar or Taiwan 's singer

How you feel?hahaha

JUST WANNA BE THE WAY I AM

♥

2011-03-10T10:48:00.000-08:00

第一次

做功课

到早上三点><

现在有点头晕了

很怕明天起不来呢==

我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻

2011-03-06T01:42:00.000-08:00

我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻。

（1）很多话我没说，别以为我不懂。

（2）骗我可以，但不要被我知道。

（3）我可以容忍，但别超过我的底线。

（4）我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻。

（5）不做第三者，即使再喜欢。

（6）不喜欢就是不喜欢，说啥也没用。

（7）任何的真话，我都能接受。

（8）对我不留情面的人，我会记住的。

（9）不给喜欢的人添麻烦。

（10）在喜欢的人面前，能不哭就不哭。

（11）可以为喜欢的人做任何改变，但不试图改变他。

（12）用单纯的心对待朋友和为求我爱的人。

（13）对我关心的人，我会双倍回报。

（14）我不是没脾气，只是不轻易发脾气。

（15）我不暧昧，但不代表不会。

（16）宁缺毋滥，绝不因为寂寞而恋爱。

（17）但是只要爱上一个人，我敢说绝对不是因为寂寞才跟她好的。

（18）如果你拿我不当回事，我会以同样的方式对你的。

（19）有些事情不要以为我真傻…只是不愿意揭穿你而已！
（20）有些事情不要以为我真傻…只是我不想让你的形象在我心中完全破灭而已！

I am who i am

2011-03-05T19:13:00.000-08:00

原来我还是一样，还是一样的受不了刺激

我说我已经习惯了他骗我

但当我再次被他骗时我却是多么的再意

我说我很坚强，不会再哭

但当我再次触碰心里的伤时我却是那么的脆弱

我说我想做个女强人

但自己却克服不了自己的脆弱

我说我不理了，对爱情不管了

但我还是一样，一样的要被人家呵护

我说我不错，不怕找不到男朋友

但当我面对爱情我却是那么的没有自信

我说我已经改变了，轮到我做爱情的掌控者

但我还是一样，一点小事就能把我拉回原点

我说我已经不会再那么容易不开心了，因为最近的生活都不错嘛

但只要面对一点小挫折就忍受不了

我说我一定会努力，把书读好

但当全班都会做的东西而我却不会时我的心情却跌到厉害

所以我还是一样

一样的要被人家呵护才能

一样的心还是那么心软

一样的要有人撑腰才能

一样的那么喜欢撑

但不管，我还是会学习做个坚强的人

我告诉自己，不能再让人家失望

不能再让人家看不起我

不能再让别人看扁

因为我还是我，还是那个很想成为赢者的那个 =)

=)

2011-03-05T09:21:00.000-08:00

今天晚上，严重的失眠
内心好像被一块大石头压着，好不是滋味
只是想要有个人来了解我的心情
但没人却愿意听
一个人静静的，连书都不想动
好像找些事情来做，上网?会阻碍家里的线，哥要打game
连写部落格也要偷偷的写
再不上来发泄下，我会傻噢

有很多事情不是我能掌控得到的
尤其是心情。有时候真的会没有那种热情去完成一件事
因为，很累。都不懂自己到底在累什么

其实也不懂自己在打什么
只是很随便的想上来发泄下
好让心情能平复下，不然我真的会失眠呢

还真的不能碰到心底最深处的事情~

2011-03-02T09:04:00.000-08:00

Is 1.03am now and i am stil studying for the test ><
walau..
stressful!!!

LEGAL STUDY!!

Havent touch economics also a..duno how i gonna die..

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

share =)

2011-03-01T07:18:00.000-08:00

玫瑰你的。。巧克力你的。。钻戒你的

可是你，我的。。。

=）

2011-02-26T07:37:00.000-08:00

一定会有这么一个人，会在过马路的时候牵着你的手

会在下雨的时候为你撑伞，会在你伤心的时候安慰你

会在你生气的时候微笑着哄你

会在你哭泣的时候把你紧紧的拥在怀里，说：宝贝，你还有我

我一直在这里……

2011-02-24T08:39:00.000-08:00

我的心情超级超级不好!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

很想`杀人!!

我就是我

2011-02-14T02:10:00.000-08:00

我讨厌人家对我的指指点点
我想怎样是我的事
我过着怎样的生活也是我的事
我喜欢怎样的人也是我的事
我不需要任何人来給于我无味的意见
没有人可以决定我的生活除了我爸妈
有时候我只是想变得不一样
但为什么我不一样的时候你们又有那么多的意见?
别人不一样你们就没意见
我讨厌你们对我人身攻击
虽然有时我真的不介意
但人的忍耐是有限度的
你们为什么就不能适可而止?
连我交个朋友你们也能一直说个不停
我知道你们是无心
但人难道没感情吗？
难道你们觉得你们这样一直说下去我不会觉得伤心吗?
更讨厌你们说我性感
不知为什么我对这字超反感
我甚至不想知道它是什么
所以请你们不要把它用在我身上
对，又是你们真的是很好
曾经在我伤得彻底的时候就是你们在我的身旁陪伴着我
但难道朋友是这样做的吗？
朋友是特地说些伤人的话当作好玩吗?
好我承认!我真的很容易受伤
但我也说过，我现在可不是那么好欺负
任由你们随意践踏
我不再是从前的那个人
我只想做个人人都不能看不起我的人
我常常都会尽全力去争取我该有的机会虽然有时还是会退缩
我自己也不错。我不需要在你们面前退缩虽然有时你们真得比较厉害
好。你们厉害，我会从你们身上学我应该学的东西
但请你们尊重我。
没人可以决定我该怎样
我不能再像以前那样，一直被拖着走
很多人从我身边抢走属于我的机会
我常常都会帮着你们得到你们想要的
但为什么你们还是能那样对我
秘密进行些本来我也该参加的东西
可能就是因为身边有太多这样的人
让我更想变坚强!!!
我就是我，没人能代替的我
我就是我，唯一一个我
我就是我，没人能欺负的我
我就是我，不能再被人家看不起
我就是我，要更加强自己的信心!!
我就是我，我要相信我自己能
我就是我，我一定要争取我该有的东西
我就是我，我要变成一颗耀眼的星星

每个人都能看到的星星！

p/s: 放心，我不像其他人。。我只会用正当的方法=)

AQUARUIS

2011-02-11T23:56:00.000-08:00

水瓶座
几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心的记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。

那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，或只是一种单恋，或只是存在于虚幻空间。

一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。

没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。

水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。

水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。

有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。

只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。

用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。

但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为他们一向自视清高，承认爱上
一个人这种事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。

更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。

有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。

在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。

显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。

在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。

也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。

一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长时间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。

一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。

在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。

在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。

这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。

水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。

尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。

对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收、精心尽力，绝对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。

这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。

不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。

心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。然后就是绝对的安静了。

这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。

天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。

太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。

自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。

水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回..感情投入的越多越是伤的重。

最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，

把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。

爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土，暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。

所以，不轻易说。

只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。

那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。

时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再割人。

只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。

因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。

之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞。

人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。

其实心里在滴着血，脸上却笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！”

当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。

其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。

只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。

如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，谁才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。

星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。

水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生。

这话有道理，希望所有的看到此文的水瓶座兄弟姐妹们不要捶我。

这就是水瓶座可笑却笑不出的悲哀。

HapPy Chinese NEW YEAR ~♥

2011-02-02T08:02:00.000-08:00

Hey guys
HappY CHinese New YeaR a =)
The most awesome day in a yr for me is CNY~ haha
This is the chance for me to get lot of angpaw
gather with my motherside relative in my grandma's house and have a wonderful+awesome day with al my cousins
hehe
summore go bai nian with all my buddy
I think most properly al the parents will afraid al of us go their house
cause everytime we wil go with more than 10 person
and those parents have to gv lots of angpaw in 1 time =)

For my chinese new year eve i had my reunion lunch
IT WAS SO DELICIOUS!
YUMMY!!! hehe

LOVE my mum's cook
Seriously got chance you all must try! ha

MY house iss FULL of red colour now
and my NAIL too! lol

TO BE CONTINUE ~~

Happy Chinese new year =)

♥

向大家拜个旺旺金兔年！

INTI♥

2011-01-28T08:41:00.000-08:00

INTI!!!!
yeah!! not bad..so far so good!! haha
JUST came back from frisbee
was playing with lot of senior =)

FRISBEE!♥

and the game is so AWESOME!!

between,i join the inti ultimate club also..which is frisbee club =)

I do join STACT club(student action club)

which is an event club..

they do organize a lot of NICE event

30hours Famine..camp..Frindship night.. =) etc.

which i do really hope to join n bcome one of the committee!! hehe

between,thx to Elvina ,kei een and Andy

thx to them for bought me birthday cakes although it's not nice >< LOL

Elvina is my new CRAZY FRIEND!! But she's nice !! =)

Andy is my NEW TUTOR!!

Bfore my accounting quiz he taught me until 1.30am..WOW!! what a good tutor~~

and i get 9 over 10 for my quiz..all bcz of him + my hardworking la..LOL

we all goin orphanage for our moral project tommorrow

v goin to celebrate their bday also

btw v do practise Grenade and Qing Tian by jay chou for morrow performance =)

So nice!!!!

AWESOME♥

Innocent OR stupid?? =)

2011-01-23T01:15:00.000-08:00

These pic is so cute~
Most of us used to did when v were small =)
i really miss those days..
no worry no need think of future
no need study for so hard
has nothin to worry bout..so tian zhen =)
N so memorable
=)

Words + Picture ♥

2011-01-19T02:01:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went block N down there on9 together with my pd gang

This is our routine..hehe

Go there for wat?Do homework..study and on9 lo

All of them is my good teacher..hehex

and Shailesh tought me 1 sentence yesterday

" I got nothing to do with him"

Haha..BUT cannot be deny

he's the one who VERY CRAZY!!

Kinda brainless wei >< LOL

Legal study has Quiz for chapter 1 n 2 on this friday

and i have to burn the midnight oil to study

it torture me alot ><

if not very embarrase if i dunno anything ><

my class got a lot of smart people ler

Lucky tommorrow is holiday ~ =)

NICE right these picture..haha
=)

itch + jogging

2011-01-17T03:59:00.000-08:00

this is how's my legs' condition after came back from beach with u guys
ish..itch la ><
there is a lot of red spots on my legs know..
Hate it ><

爱玩要付出代价.. LOL
and it takes a long time to recover
my skin is quite allergic..
I'm not sure whether it's a advantage or disadvantage..

____
N for the 1st time i woke up at 6 o'clock in the morning and went jogging with hasvin and lay
it's a nice experience actly
and i feel satisfy =)
haha

Hang out wit u guys ♥

2011-01-15T07:44:00.000-08:00

Cannot be deny
The most NICE moment is hang out wit u guys =)
Can keep laughing _non-stop
keep took pic_non-stop

Hope that our FRIENDSHIP can b Maintained forever ~
Muackks♥

I am here..INTI!!

2011-01-12T04:10:00.000-08:00

Yea exactly! i am here..INTI international university college~

perhaps u wil ask me: for wat go for Jan intake?u havent enjoy much wat

Spm is jz over for a month n so fast u plan to continue study?R U SURE?

hehe

yea i am sure..it's good for me who a person that hard to catchup n the eng is poor to start early what

if i go for March intake my life wil b more miserable

something that inevitable is for sure my timetable wil b more pack than now

so actually it's good for me to start now

what am i studying?

i am taking SAM..

everyone deem that SAM is easier than A-level

NO!!it's not! SAM is as tough as A-level

what ppl do in 2years v have to finish in 1 yr n ther is a lot of assigment ==

For now my english subject is the most miserable one..

i have to go c the aus's news n noe bout it's history ==

summore there is Listening Skill..walau

hope i wont get mad to all this

hehe

btw,i miss u guys ><

i mean all my frens n my family

Going back tomorrow !! =)

AWESOME Trip♥

2011-01-08T01:00:00.000-08:00

Seriously i am missing U all
thx for all the moment u all gave me bfore the end of 2010

The time V countdown in Sungai wang
The time u guys keep potect the girl from being spray
(the 1st time u al so gentleman) Xd
The time V having fun in Tampun waterworld
The time V act like 7yrs old ,sitting the Double Deck Carousel n sang London Bridge is Falling down
(every1 was looking at us actly) LOL
The time V keep shouting in the pirate ship
The 1st time i was playing the Spinner n Space shot n u all keep laugh at me ><

The time v were ROCK in the K box!! it was the most wonderful time!!
Anyway,Miss u GUYS =)
hope after this u al can have a nice new chapter of LIFE =)
Muackks~

♥

2010-12-29T07:45:00.001-08:00

blog design有点乱
等我得空回来再弄=)

简单•.。＿.♥

2010-12-29T07:25:00.000-08:00

昨天跟朋友说完电话后心情真的好很多
也不会去想些有的没的

真的不懂自己的决定是对的还是错
我又让一个好男生伤心了咯
但至少我选择坦白，我坦白告诉他一切
当初当他牵起我的手我想说给他一个机会，也给自己一个机会对爱情更信心
但一切都不是想象中的那样
是对爱情累了吗?还是像你说的那样我没想象中喜欢你?
在你身上我找不到安全感
在你怀里我根本不能完全放空
我好想依赖你，好像告诉你一切一切，询问你一切咨询
但你只会说说两句就换话题了，想问你东西你也不知道

可是说真的
谢谢你的陪伴

♥

谢谢你陪我拍了那么多的照片

。。。。

我真的不知还要说什么

我也不懂自己现在的心情是怎样的

其实我只是想过正常人的生活

想像正常人那样的爱情

真的不想再想现在这样

我只想要有单纯的爱情

依赖着自己心爱的人

得空跟他斗斗气

光明正大的让全世界知道我的爱情

有时真的很想告诉_你_

求你放开我，别再是我生活上的恶魔
但又怎样，每一次说了后隔一段时间又来
这样反反复复的，我也变得习惯了

但其实
我真的只想拥有正常人的爱情

♥

但现在应该是跟贝纹一样

暂时不再与爱情交界

All about 5a10 ♥

2010-12-23T06:35:00.001-08:00

Hey have a look on the following post..
it's wrote by one of my classmate and it's so funny.ha

Seloka 5A10

Salam 1 Malaysia pembuka seloka,

Dari kami pelajar 5A10 tahun 2010,

Tiga bangsa bermesra belaka seperti 1 keluaga,

1 Malaysia untuk anda semua.

Puan Panjavrnam ketua tonggak kami,

Mengajar Add Maths di kelas kami,

Bergurau senda & membuli menjadi kesukaannya,

Setiap kali masuk kelas berseri2.

Saudara Yin Kai Xiang (gege) pemimpin kelas kami,

Mukanya handsome ramai meminati,

Bertanggungjawab dan berdedikasi,

Tanpa Yin riuh rendahlah kami.

Lee Hui Tong tinggi melampai,

Bercermin mata bermata bulat,

Penolong kelas jawatan disandang,

Tapi pemalu sifatnya.

Orangnya tegas dan disegani,

Berpakaian kemas dan segak setiap masa,

Kerana jawatan sebagai penolong ketua pengawas,

Selalu sibuk dan ke hulu ke hilir selesai kes disiplin,

Itulah dia En. Pang Jing Hang.

Pandai menulis cerita kelebihannya,

Siapa tak kenal Azlyana Azhar,

Sebagai penolong ketua pengawas jawatannya,

Selalu berseri2 & berkata2 seperti orang putih.

Kuat berceloteh itulah dia,

Bermuka lawa & berbadan kecil,

Berhati2 dengan panas barannya,

Selalu ikutkan mood dia,

Siapa lagi kalau bukan Si Atiqah.

Berbuat bising suka bercerita,

Suka berlawak gemar berjenaka,

Kelas kami selalu gegak gempita,

Mendengar Shaliesh joke bersahaja.

Apabila kelas bermula , mulalah perangainya,

Tidak boleh duduk diam seketika,

Mr Lee Wai Zun yang terfamouslah,

Suka mengacau2 orang di kelas.

Selalu diejek dengan orang siam,

Tidak henti2 membuli orang,

Suka saja mengusik orang,

Siapalah dia kalau bukan Si Weezhern.

Seperti peguam dia berbicara,

‘TIDAK SEMESTINYA’ cogan katanya,

Selalu buat lawak syok sendiri,

Siapa tak kenal lawyer Thanesh.

Makan dan tidur teringatkan bola,

Meminati bola separuh nyawanya,

Manchester U, Liverpool dan Aston Villa,

Anand dan Prem memang sah kaki bola.

Ngan Su Wei nama diberi,

Melukis adalah hobi yang digemari,

Tak kurang rakanya, Lay Kei Een ayu berseri

Sekali petik ramai menanti……..

Kerja sekolahnya sentiasa habis,

1 satu kelas suka akan mereka,

Sentiasa bersemangat dan bersahaja,

Raihah , Raihan empunya cerita.

Amboi! Sungguh cantik berseri2,

Aishahlah ceti haram kelas,

Zaishafiqah pula penolongnya,

Adlina, cool orangnya ramai kenalan.

Sama2 tinggi seperti coconut tree,

Chun Jing & Chee Kai,

Berkaca mata segak sekali,

Boleh diibaratkan peti pendiam.

Pro bagi add maths,

Itulah dia Kim Seng,

Selalu dapat full marks,

Mendapat pujian cikgu .

Penulis terkemuka namanya,

Suka menulis berleret2,

Sampai pula tak cukup kertas,

Siapa lagi kalau bukan ‘profeser’ Hui Huang.

Blur case di kelas gelarannya,

Dua2 pun koperasi sekolah,

Itu dia Hui Qiong& Jun Hong,

Tanya cita2 jawab cinta… Ish,Ish,Ish.

Tiga sekawan dalam kelas,

Suka duduk paling belakang,

Selalu buat kerja sendiri,

Vicky,Esther &Soo Mei.

Suaranya merdu seperti penyanyi,

Suka menyanyi di kelas,

Ada bakat jadi terkenal,

Itulah dia Yen Yin(Yy).

Suka check muka guna cermin,

Selalu berdua2 ke ,mana saja,

Kalau bersembang tak henti2,

Miss Shiao Tong & Miss Huey Mien.

Orangnya pendiam kawan berlima,

Sentiasa buat kerja sendiri,

Siapa lagi kalau bukan,

Pui Fern, Li Hui, Evon , Wei Ping &Ling Li.

Dua saudara duduk bersama,

Suka saja menghafal sejarah,

Dua2 pun sangat pendiam,

Itulah Yee hong & Yee huan.

Kecil molek sentiasa mesra,

Amat celoteh becok orangnya,

Duduk bersama2 selalu,

Siapa lagi Hong Wen &Wei Qi la..

Robot kelas gelarannya,

Sentiasa mendampingi buku,

Selalu dapat 1st place di kelas,

Tong Hui Yeng tiada pengganti.

Jawatan disandang sebagai pengawas,

Itulah dia Thashku,

Magararajothi kawan baiknya,

Pasti berdua ke mana saja.

Setakat ini coretan kami,

Tahun ini kami di sini,

Biarlah kenangan kekal abadi,

Sekian saja, GOOD BYE dari kami.

Oleh; Thashvikni(thashku).